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Ever thought about how you can be with people, enjoying the closeness for one moment and feeling miles apart inside, the next. Or the fact that you can be around a million people but feel so much alone. And then you realized, hey, there's no one to start with. -Charmaine

now i understood. clearly. how everything is. its a part of me that i've been ignoring. since a long time ago. but tonight, i managed to look deeper into my heart, realising how empty my heart is or has been. and for a long time, being a fool.
i saw the distance but i pretended like i didn't. but when things got stronger by day, its hard not to not think about it. and then its really hard for you, not to feel....... out of place. tried my best, drained dry, brought back that part of me which hasn't been living in the real world all these while. bringing back tears, bringing back the truth. this is reality. i know.

i've long forgotten. about how everything used to feel. missing it but yet dreading to think. very nostalgic. and for a sudden, feeling invisible and small. quite an attention seeking sentence. but true.

but still. thanks those who has always been in reach. esp cbel. clearly know that we are drifting cause of school. but still wanna let you know, no matter what, i won't wanna lose you as a bestfriend. really. and still here as like always.

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alright, enough emo shits. its 10.04PM. i've yet started accounts. this is not right!
so guess its time i go, peeps.
goodbye..........

friends are like the passing clouds in your sky.
they will go. when the wind blows.