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today i did something that i never thought i will ever do in my whole freaking life.







i............ had lunch at bedok interchange just now. alone.
used to thought that thats the saddest way to have lunch. once, theres a friend who told me that its nice to be alone(eating) sometimes. sitting at a corner, enjoying your food and observing people around you. he said it feels really good. i thought he was mad. but today, i was the mad one.
i used to think that its really difficult and stupid and lonely to do that. i thought i will feel really bad if i were to do so. but you know what, for the 10mins there eating plus the 5mins of waiting, not a single moment i was feeling bad. AT ALL. and all the time i was thinking about what my friend told me before. and i understood how it feels like to 'feels good to be alone sometimes'.........

then the next thing i did was roaming around bedok interchange before heading home. all alone again........
crazy, jinmay, you are crazy.


hahaha
ok i better stop cause i think it sounded rather pathetic.
hahahaha.


anw i faced the morning crowd(still as irritating as ever) myself today cause ana don't have her cds today. and for the following and following and many following wednesday(s), i'm going to face the crowd myself too. aww ana, i'm gonna miss you every wednesday morning :8(
hahahaha.

ok so the lecture went blah blah blah. the lecturer is cute. hahah. and at the end of the day, found out that candice is in the same tutorial group as me! yesyesyysysyeysysss! :)



ok its 4.40 i'm going. bye.