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Though i've yet to see a diff but i've been doing sets of sit-ups almost everyday. You know the sense of satisfaction i get when the first set of 10 gets easier by the day hahahaha? But at the same time, it means that i've to do more in order to make bigger impact so yea, satisfied but not really that a nice thing. Oh well, but that's like the least i can do for the time being. Can't really jog now cause of my almost-dying running shoes(the different parts are coming off) and can hardly imagine myself having the determination to survive on just fruits and boiled vegetables also. So i'm just trying bit by bit. Ellene is really damn good to be able to survive her godly diet. But her helpless face explains it all. IMAGINE, 5 days with fruits and boiled vegetables. Frankly, i would really love, or maybe i will, but i can't be sure and i don't know, meet someone who will love me for who i really really am. LIKE REALLY REALLY AM, THE NORMAL FATTY ME, THE NORMAL ME WHO PERSPIRES A LITTLE TOO EASILY. But because we have been talking a bit too much about being left on the shelf and all the aging after 24 recently, i'm starting to worry. Ok, HONEST, just a bit. Maybe its just the start, i don't know. But i rmb dropping by Watsons to look at masks this afternoon, TSK. ARGH AND I DON'T WANT TO BE WITH SOMEONE JUST BECAUSE 'OH I'M OLD ALREADY AND IF I STILL DON'T MARRY THIS PERSON THAT LOVES ME I WILL MOST PROBABLY BE ALONE FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE" 10, 20 YEARS LATER. A tragedy i don't want to see. Ok, i should do something, period.