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so.. the first few days after putting on my braces, i have had thoughts like 'damn, i'm regretting this, can i just give up and remove it for good' cause the pain in my mouth was barely bearable. the inability to speak was one and the inability to eat(despite being so hungry) was another. but the situation got better after day three or four, when the pain majorly decreased overnight. and the happiest moment was when i realise that i can finally chew a little. right now, i'm still awkward with all the metal stuff in my mouth and the end ones cut, so yea.. and i might need to get my teeth extracted over the weekend too. OMG IRDKKKKKKK. ok, i'm actually quite scared...

so anw i'm, fine, alive, in physically pain, but still happy, in content and taking in each breath seriously.

but the reason why i'm still here tonight, now, when i should be in bed recharging myself... i owe it all to the latte. CAFFEINE IS NO FRIEND OF MINEEEEEEEE. HOW CAN I BE THIS AWAKE BY NOW STILL. OMG.

ok bye, i will be back telling everyone i'm fine again every soon, so till then 8D