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i'm leaving for hong kong on tuesday morning via cx 710, with a group of strangers. not a wee bit excited about it at all yet, or never. this got me thinking why i even agreed on going for the trip in the first place. but everyone around me said that its a good opportunity and since its totally free, yea, i managed to convince myself that i should go. BUT BOY, I REALLY HATE MEETING NEW PEOPLE. whats more, going to a new place with new people and then sharing a hotel room with a new person, omg, the thought of it is killing me. i have my own struggles too but somewhere along the decision-making process, people like carmen has successfully talked me into thinking that the free trip is the main point, not the meeting of new people part. yea, for a long time since i made the decision, i've been constantly reminding myself of that. what chants in the mind goes a little like this.. 'YOU ARE SO LUCKY YOU WON THAT TRIP FROM SOME EASY PEA QUIZ AND ITS FREE. FREE!! FREE!!! AND A CHANCE TO VISIT HONG KONG!! FOR FREE SOMEMORE!! EVERYONE IN THE ROOM WAS PRAYING IT WAS THEM. BUT YOU GOT IT INSTEAD. WHO SHOULD NOT BE EXCITED ABOUT IT. ITS FREE ANYWAY. FREEEEEEEEEEEEEE'.

alright, there's no turning back now. have not go to the money changer for my HKD yet though. shall head out now to see what i can get that i might need for the trip. its only 3 nights there. shall try to not give a fuck. at least i'm going to a disneyland. so yea.