Actually the feeling never really goes away. Somehow, it grows in you, until it becomes a part of you, until you accept it. So then you thought it has went away but fact is, it never did, it just got way deeper. For a while, your heart may stop caring and your mind may stop thinking, everyday you carry on with your life, sometimes you laugh at jokes, sometimes you just feel the need to drown yourself in all your sorrows. Everything might be back to normal but there is this part in us that will never be the same again. We have all agreed that its a part of life, a part of growing up. But to be honest, its a bit too painful.
Yes, going almost 3 months from then now, i think of my uncle, every fucking single day. It really really really hurts.
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