Angsty people + Shaun

honestly, i have no idea how did i even get myself included in this combination. lets see. in chronological order.
i knew charmaine in year 1 of poly when we were in the same course and same class. and i remember drawing weird portraits on msn for her and she was very amused, probably amazed too hehe. and then we have been cb friends since then, cursing each other and getting into the same class for the next three years in school. together, we did too many epic things, nope, not the girly kind other than shopping, nope, not the creepy kind too. after 4 years plus knowing her, i actually think we have nothing much in common except that we don't club and that we are both cb in the same way. it's like having someone that can totally understand how you feel, in angry and fucked up times, like having found an umbrella on a rainy day - saved.  sometimes i think all we have btw us is some kind of weird fate that, WOULD HAVE BEEN BETTER IF IT HAS HAPPENED TO ME AND SOME GUY INSTEAD. but ok fine. lastly, i'm 18 days older than her. OCTOBER BABIES. oh and i share the same birth date as her bf(lol, couldn't have included this in if they didn't get back together). HAHA WEIRD FATE.

i knew shaun in year 2 of poly when we got into the same class for japanese elective. apparently, (if i didn't remember wrongly) he did some 'homework', found out that i was in the same class as him and then told charmaine about it. anw, shaun and charmaine were close friends from secondary school. so one day before elective classes started, charmaine told me that "oh my friend shaun is in the same class as you, you can make friends with him". OK. but awkward me was thinking "omg, awkward...". HAHA anyhow, we did talk eventually, though we didn't get into the same proj group or sat tgt. and since charmaine's french lessons always end slightly later than our jap, sometimes we would sit at the mushroom to wait for her. i remember i took some photos for him in some weird rectangular specs? and.. SHIT MEMORIES FAILING. and blah blah blah blah blah. since i'm always with charmaine in school, sometimes he would join when he is alone, that's how we became friends i think. OH SHITTT CAN'T REMEMBER MUCH. but yea. oh, i remember posting on his blog tagboard with sth like "OMG I LIKE SUPER JUNIOR NOW!!!" when i started getting into sj. omg embarrassing much.

i met joce.... aka jocelyn on the 6th of june 2010(wow our 2nd anni soon). HOW? super junior galaxy s showcase!!! actually i don't remember much about seeing her that day. but ok fine, i rmb packing economic beehoon for all of them who waited overnight at mbs, we went to the toilet tgt half way and they were gossiping about some girl called linda whom i didn't know who back then. i was just awkwardly eavesdropping by myself and the only person i know was charmaine. i can't even remember if we said proper bye when the thing ended. but somehow charmaine, her and i took a photo tgt while queuing. HOW DID WE? WE BARELY KNEW EACH OTHER FOR HOURS. i wonder who suggested it. but in all honesty, i can't remember much of that day other than meeting sj for the first time after one whole day, no, months of waiting. too overwhelmed to remember anything. joce is... well, awww 2 years younger and a cousin of charmaine and shaun's friend so they hang out and got to know each other and blah, way earlier than i knew her. so ok, here comes the challenging part. CAUSE I REALLY DON'T REMEMBER HOW WE EVEN GOT CLOSE IN THE FIRST PLACE. like, 3 of us, her charmaine and i. we probably started off with msn chat? then fb? then... we hung out? but what got us started with msn chat(if it really existed) in the first place, i. really. have. no. freaking. idea. kpop? i remember all of us doing crazy things for kpop tgt as a bigger group. BUT WELL MAYBE ITS SOME KIND OF WEIRD TWISTED FATE ALL OVER AGAIN cause it still comes back to 3 of us. and, she shares the same birth date as charmaine so... FATE, again.

so, after many turns, 4 of us started hanging tgt, just 4 of us. i can say, at some point of time, the thing we have in common is sj. but other times, i really don't know. when did i start joining the 3 of them, since they were much closer to each other than i do with shaun and joce. i ask myself that question a lot.

the most vivid memory i have of 4 of us tgt is probably the most epic and torturous KL trip to see sjm before shaun dedicates 2 years of his life to the nation. we kind of celebrated his birthday at KL then and looking at the photos from his birthday celebration this year is like wOwWw, one year, time certainly flies.

"misery loves company", in which is explained as "People who are unhappy may get some consolation from knowing that others are unhappy too.". so maybe that's why there are you and i, and us. TOO COOL FOR PEOPLE YOU KNOW THAT'S WHY WE GOT LITTLE FRIENDS. but anw, thanks for having me all these while. i love you allllllllll :')

 
ok i'm done and am going to leave you with a troll face with bangs. that's not me ;)