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i grew up in this environment, where everyone around me know i'm in pain but no one knows how to or even try to listen to or help me cause maybe they don't wish to hurt me in any way further. i've came such a long way and have overcame my pain on my own, so when people start coming to me trying to help or thinking that they are helping now, they actually don't know that they are bringing more pain to me. when nobody even bothered back then, nobody needs to be now. because i'm fine, have been fine, in pain or not, i will figure a way out for myself. i really really really hate it when all i feel is sympathy from those help, which probably came out from pure concern though. but for someone like me who has became who i am today after so long, srsly, not necessary. if i can be okay then, i will be okay now too. so, just leave me and your kind intention as it is, as much as i want to, i can't seem to appreciate it. i shouldn't be like this but i really can't help it. am so frustrated with myself and everyone else right now i feel like if i can, i will give up breathing this minute.







will be fine soon.